May 2013
“what doesn’t kill you
leaves scars
ruins your lungs
dries out all your tears...”
– c.c. (via undeadlife)
Summer's approaching.
atturigs:
I guess that means I should probably work at having a nicer body. I’m going to start this May Work Out.
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honestly? i don’t think i can fall in love again. the first time was everything i wanted, everything i needed, everything i didn’t know i wanted or needed or didn’t know it even existed. the first time was so….perfect. it honestly was. it’s not like we never fought, we did. but thats what made it perfect. you can’t not fight and just expect everything to be...
April 2013
i wish i could completely move on from him, i really do, but i don’t think i ever will, and i’m okay with that, i have to be. i will always love him, but him and i won’t ever be together. and it sucks, yeah. but i cant let that drag me down. i need to move on with my life, even though my heart wont move on from him.
so to the unlucky bastard who gets stuck with me: i’m...
I wan’na fall in love again…
so i’ve taken creep to a new level.
let me set the scene.
i eat at the campus bar everyday, good food, good people, great times. there’s this server who is drop dead gorgeous. like first time i’ve been so infatuated since brian, like the first stages of that, really. and he usually serves us, and he’s the only one who gets my order right every time, so i enjoy his...
i’ve been doing really good, been really happy. i still miss him, still love him a lot. but i’m truly happy.
i forgave those who hurt me, i forgave myself. i’m not a victim anymore. and i feel free, happy. i don’t hate myself, i love myself. i’m finally happy.
i’m in my last week of my first semester of college. going into exams with a 91 gpa. i’m on the...
i’ve decided, i’m gonna have a mother fuckin friends with benefits.
because i don’t wanna date.
just sex and cuddles. cause he likes to cuddle.
i mean i’ve cuddled a little bit, but not really, so i don’t know if i like cuddles.
he’s a really sweet guy, and he makes me laugh. but i don’t wanna be in a relationship. and nothing exclusive. like, he can...
so, there’s this guy in my pre-health program who apparently really likes me… and we went out last night, a group of us (we have this group of friends in our program), and we were dancing, and ended up making out, this happened before i found out that he likes me. and now i’m in this clusterfuck, because i don’t like him more than friends, like i like dancing with him and...
March 2013
the-feral asked: Hi, sorry I'm replying super late, but I didn't expect anyone to reply. (that sounds pathetic lol) Where are you from?
Anonymous asked: you dont come on tumblr anymore?
I have an idea; love. Love yourself, love your neighbour, your friends, your family, love strangers. Love. Do not let hate fill your heart, for you shall just blacken it. Love. If you do not agree with someone’s lifestyle, do not hate them for that. Love is kind and beautiful. Hate is evil and despicable. The two words are so powerful, yet polar opposites. Give power to love rather than...
so, i’ve decided, i really like this guy from my school. he works at the campus bar. and he seems really nice and quite funny. and he’s definitely easy on the eyes. i would date him.
only problem; i’m still in love with the ghost of a lie.
maybe it’s a sign that i’m ready to move on. maybe not with the server, but possibly with someone else.
i am a stranger here. this is not my home, this is not my family, not my friends. i am a stranger. a stranger in my own life. this is all so foreign to me, yet it is the life i have been living for years.
i know where my home really is, i know where my family really is, but i can’t get there. i can’t be in his arms. i can’t look into his eyes and feel safe. this sense of...
iloveyoulikekanyeloveskanye:
boys like it when youre playfully mean to them. call them names. punch them on the shoulder. murder their families
